Journals

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It's so sad for me to listen to a friend sound so pessimistic about what's been happening to him lately. I remember that I used to be one of those people back then. My friends tell me that alot of things about me have changed including my attitude. After a disgusting year last year, I had told myself that things had to change. And they DID. I now feel happier and more at ease. I have confidence in everything that I do and in my own future. The only other thing that I had let go of was my study habbits. How Ironic that for the past 6 weeks that I have spent not studying that I have achieved my highest marks. Now God has given me another chance to live life how I want it to be. I am thankful for him. Lately, I have spent countless hours thinking about myself and reflecting upon what has been happening for the past couple of years. I have learned that our eyes often fool us and creates and imaginary feeling. If we could just spend some time with our eyes closed that inner beauty will be able to blossom.