Not a good day
Today was one of those days I asked myself why I am here. It's just another one of those odd times that I lose some confidence in myself. Usually, I stand my ground as if a tank cannot run over me. Could this be reality? Failure has a really good way of showing itself and no one likes it. I guess it does prove one point, I'm Human. While I was walking home from campus, I started reciting something that I havn't heard myself say in 4 years... I can't believe I still remember:
For who would bare the whips and scorns of time
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely
The pang of dispised love, the law's delay,
The insolense of office that patient marit of the unworthy takes
when he himself might his quietus make
with a bare bodkin? Who would fardel bare,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
Than that the dread of something after death
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Thinking about this just made me laugh, because what fool would think of such a thing other than me. This has been the most stupid day, but quite interesting because I havn't really felt this way in a long long time. Welcome to reality.
Posted by SquallAngel at November 26, 2003 04:59 PM
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